When it Rains it Pours

Blughhhh! That's how I feel about today. Ultrasound this morning showed this:

Right ovary- 18mm
Left ovary- 14mm, 13mm, 13mm, 11mm
Lining 7.8

I'm guessing those two shots of Follistim helped little Mr. 11mm pop-up out of nowhere, but they failed to do much else. All that fear and worry over four follicles, and well, I do believe I'll end up with one. Again. And a pitiful lining. Yay.

I called and left a message for Dr. Slayden to call me. I want to know if there is any purpose in seeing this through. Yes, a chunk of money has been invested, but not the big chunk. We can still cut our losses. If Dr Slayden still feels like IUI is worth it, we can discuss a different protocol for next month. If he still feels like this cycle is worth it, I guess I'll go for it. But I'm currently kind wah, wah about it. We're been to this rodeo before. I know what one egg, crappy lining, low sperm survivability, and our history yields: nothing.

On top of all of that good news, the dashboard of my car currently looks like this:


Check engine light plus two little lights stating VSC TRAC and TRAC OFF



Nice right? It's just one of those days, you guys. Just one of those days. But don't cry for me. We've been down this road before. We will get through it. It actually changes nothing. We are still exactly where we were pre my doctor's over excitement about the awesome status of my insides and my sure fire chances of conception: we're saving for IVF. We'll get there.

Do, however, go over and give Suzanne some love. She's just experienced a terrible, heartbreaking failure on her first IVF. Go tell her that you care!