Patience is a Virtue

They say patience is a virtue; it's one that I don't have. I'm trying so very hard to trust in the Lord and believe that his timing and plan is far more perfect than mine. But lets be honest, we say things like that often thinking that at some point God's plan and our plan will match up, it's all about the timing. But what terrifies me: what if God's plan is that I am barren and no amount of modern medicine can help me to conceive?

If I had some kind of a promise... a promise that some day, some way, I'd deliver a child of my very own, I think I could have more patience. So maybe, it's not just patience that I need, but FAITH!!!